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We all laughed at the mental institution,
the psych ward, the cuckoos wild upon the tree limb
of the group room, during session, as we
failed in each attempt to navigate the labyrinth
of pain cemented and housed in emotional foundations,
playgrounds where children laughed with cruel glee.
The nurses took away our colorful crayons
when we started writing place names upon the walls
and brought us new canvas, buttonless shirts
with strings attached to ensure conformity.
And still we laughed our sleepless nights away
with jokes as witty as a Tuesday door knock
because it is the only voice we knew—
all our words taken away by daily threats
of violence to the person or cherished toy
and the memory of hurt delivered full strength
when blue was only a dreamed of sky
and gold the wished for sun.