On the First Good Friday, Judas Receives Communion
He finds Him up on Golgotha:
the Son of God, nailed to
a charcuterie board —
at first, he holds out
his hands and waits for
a flake of toasted skin
to fall into his palms —
but the first bite only
stokes his sinful hunger.
Soon, he is breaking bread
and biscuits off of His limbs,
digging chunks of manchego
and goat cheese out His skull,
sticking his tongue into His
open side and getting himself
drunk on endless wine, amen,
just last night he baked a kiss
into the cheek of this carcass
when he should’ve pulped its
ribcage and slurped up whatever
forgiveness came spilling out instead —
and then there is nothing left to eat.
What to do when his appetite now
unlatches his jaw like thirty pounds
of molten silver? What else, but
to gape at the empty board,
all skewers and splinters and
spreading knives, then
swallow —
Nico Santana is a Filipino poet from Quezon City. He graduated from Ateneo de Manila University as a Management Engineering major, and is currently pursuing his MFA in Poetry at New York University. His poetry has been published in Midway Journal, Last Leaves Magazine, and TLDTD, among others. Aside from poetry, he likes to write scripts and storyboards for comics and video games he never plans to actually make.