Nobody looks back on the road to Damascus
they’re too busy squinting and watching
overhead like a woman watches her periphery
in a parking lot, random Tuesday grocery run
keys tight in cold knuckles. It happened here
before, they think, just like this, and nobody’s
looking for an encounter they’ll never shake.
Eyes pressed against the sun, almost too radiant as
it is, and the sand –oh the sand– if you could only
focus the light the heat the color the God
all this sand would turn to an inferno of glass,
molten and then static, fragile with its fire
gone, and that would be you too, just like Saul,
but transformation’s just not in the cards tonight.
Safer to be a hundred thousand tiny specks
than a lens.
E Peregrine (they/them) is a trans/nonbinary conductor, poet, musicologist, multidisciplinary artist, and recovering academic based simultaneously in California and the Northeast. Their work across genres explores the fruitful, feral spaces at the overlap of cultural dichotomies: old and new, sacred and secular, hidden and revealed. They can be found on Instagram at @tonus.peregrinus or at erikperegrine.com.